So. 2011. That happened.
You know, the "New Year" celebration has never meant so much to me until this year...previously they were just a reason to party, really...and then everything pretty much went back to normal, so a few numbers changed, I still had class at 8am.
But coming off of my first whole year without any real structured, stable regimens...while terrifying at the time, now feels like a badge of honor. Sure, I've developed a very specific anxiety, I am now aware of immediately upon it's sneaky arrival...but I also found kava. And I'm dealing with it.
That might be it. 2010 came with a lot of battles...and I survived. But as I go into the new year I aim to apply the lessons I've learned...and come out with a few less scratches.
There are so many people in my life that were integral to my growth and journey, so many old friends that stuck by, and SO MANY new friends I can't imagine ever having lived without. The support I've been shown by relative strangers, the stake that has been taken in me by so many incredibly talented people, well...it's enough to explode my already love-soaked heart!
I have to take a pause, I'm sorry, to just bask in the possibilities of the year ahead.
I ended 2010 with some rather large risks...and I hope to carry that through...
I will: move to New York. It's just where I gotta be.
That is my resolution. For now...you know..."we never really solve our problems, we just outgrow them." -Or something like that, I saw that somewhere...and it's true.
So here's to growth and a whole new set of challenges! OOOOH! I'm excited.
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