Why is there really no such thing as absolute truth?
It seems as though we are all afraid. Afraid of our potential...potential to succeed. Potential to fail. Potential to...love.
I don't know. I think its stupid. Always have. But, I've found myself "growing-up" and understanding the concept, which scares me. And now implementing these restrained responses to people I feel so inclined to shower with sparkles and gumdrop-feelings!
But I can't, not if I want to keep them around? Does that make sense? I'm confused...are sparkles and gumdrops a bad thing?
I suppose they can get itchy and sticky, respectively, if accompanied with a lack of sincerity...but I guess the real issue at hand is honesty.
Sure we all know where and when complete honesty is called for, and when it is not. Again...process of life, I guess...but wouldn't we all be happier...in the end, knowing everyone's intention?
Well, now that I think about it...that could be scary. :/
But, okay...I just think we should stop living for the ppl around us and start living for ourselves. Rather than restraint as a precaution to our feelings, how about an obsession with forgiveness? That way we could all indulge our initial instinctive feelings, and I'm talking love and positive things not like...murder, sickos. :|
Because I think we've guilted ourselves into a fear of love as well as our inherent fear of hate. Well, some clearly embrace their hate...spot of tea, anyone?
Idk. Its all fucking complicated I guess...its just...restraint. ugh. What a vile word. I bet it wears a wool suit. And sock-suspenders. And it's itchy when you hug it...IF it lets you get that close...
Don't be afraid to express yourselves...it just puts a damper on the entire emotional spectrum that SHOULD compare to the northern lights and rainbows, but we've only let fade behind the backseat of our cars by the sun.
Fuck it. My inhibitions are riding shotgun, right next to my heart...on my sleeve.
Peace & love.
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